Dear Diary,
It all began so fast I didn't know what was happening. Gatsby and I couldn't see what was going on in front of us and once I heard the loud bang I just kept going because I was scared to find out what I had just ran over. As I was driving as fast as I could I zoned out. I can't even remember if Gatsby was talking to me I was so shook up that I couldn't even think straight. When I got home I ran to my room and laid down as I tried to think about what just happened. I don't know how to think or feel about what I am currently going through. Gatsby said that he was going to take the blame for the incident that just occurred. I don't want him to cover for me, this could end badly. It could ruin his life, his reputation and everything that he worked so hard to earn. I think Tom is starting to catch on to the relationship Gatsby and I share, all because Gatsby can't seem to hide his feeling for me. I just don't know what to do with this situation because I care for Tom but I love Gatsby. Sometimes I feel like I don't know the man that I married, like when he talks bad about and to Gatsby. That's why I don't want Gatsby to stick up for me because it will just give Tom another reason to hate him more. I mean wonder sometimes what is his reason against nice people like why does he treat people so cruel? Something needs to change because I am so over his attitude toward people. I think the reason I have such strong feeling toward Gatsby is because he cares and protects me like I'm the only person he's worried about. He is always so quick to do whatever for me and that why I couldn't let him take the blame for something that I did.
-Daisy
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